qalb ie heart

Qalb (heart)means incline of changing, once sad  and alternately feeling happy,  lazy  and suddenly  diligent  . Why is there such. The answer is Qalb nature is constantly changing (ie potentially inconsistent). God created the heart has the ability to have the properties of mahmudah(noble attributes) and also mazmumah (despicable traits).

vicegerent, servant and trial

1. What is connection between vicegerent, servant and trial ?

2. When God declare to create human as vicegerent on earth, we need to  aware that we are creature created by a creator. In another meaning as created being we also existed as servant to a Benefactor. 

3. It is reasonable to say that as servant we need to obey our Master or Creator to what had ordained to us ?

4.  This also means as vicegerent and servant there are set of rules that we need to comply and implement which already decided by our Benefactor.

5. It is agreeable that as servant we were rewarded and paid for all our duties ? As obedient servant we will be rewarded accordingly to want we have done and performed.

6. In performing our duties we may face some shortcoming and obstacles. As a created being, human always  in the state of uncertainly weak. We constantly need guidance from our Benefactor because we are the beneficiaries. Just like an employee need decision and instruction from employer in a company. So as a Creator He can provide us anything he wanted.

7.  Its fair before He rewarded something he would like to test and put some trial to whether we deserved it or not?

8. In another word life  itself is a trial to His created being or vicegerent before reach his ultimate reward that are heaven or vice versa.

9. Is all this make sense ? Where are here on earth to be 3 in 1 : vicegerent, servant and trial.

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jigsaw of life

Life is like fitting jigsaw puzzle. Life seems tough and complicated because we never at first envisage the entire picture before we try to fit the tiny pieces of the jigsaw. More grave if we got wrong picture at very first and the tiny pieces seems unfit and awkward. And we plunged into undesirable depth of life.

How eminent to know the truth of this life - the real picture of truth to complete the jigsaw puzzle of life.


tampin21feb15

letter to human

dear human,

we are here for some reason and responsibility. get the job done rightfully
as being told. do the right thing before do things right. surely it will be little bit
tough because we were monitored and tested. seek HIS guidance all the times.

we wont be long here. soon we will back  to be judged. rewards will be given
even and accordingly.

                                                                   
yours truly
Me.

subhana wataala

saat semangat terasa hambar
tika kekuatan seakan pudar
pada detik fikiran tak bisa mekar
pada waktu harapan mula terdampar

arah mana harusku putarkan layar
pada siapa harusku tadahkan doa
kalau tidak pada Mu
SUBHANA WATAALA


17mac.era squara.restoren azhar maju.seremnan.ns

keliru

keliru

di simpangan betul dan salah
di timbangan baik dan buruk

cahaya berbalam , gelap menerang
rindu petunjuk , nafsu memujuk

sering aku diberi pilihan mudah tapi sukar

di saat aku keliru menjadi manusia Mu
aku dahaga seteguk air di malam kenyangku.

      melaka, mei 2009

tiny line

again and again i tried
to reach near 
the utmost end of  effort
that lay obstacle before me

it keeps deceiving
make steps fail and uneven
tiny line which unable to penetrate.

away from You just  by the pray
by giving up or to storm forward..

God help me
God Straighten my heart
God show me the  light.