Palestinec- israel conflict

Looking back israel and palestine conflict thru the lense of its people sufferings yields different perspectie and new hopes.

Jews been so long persecuted, people without their own state, longing for land the could settle and live happily like other nations. Thru the endless effort after the dismay persecution during holocust, they see their hope shinning bright when the finally regain the father land of palestine.

On the other hand, the palestine arab, after wages multiple wars, and they grievly losing the own land after thwarted by their own colonial master britian.

Jews were supported internationlly, heavily funded by affiliated agencies. While palestine, being raged by the own neigbouring muslim brotherhood islamic transjordan. King Abdullah of jordan seek cooperation with jews over segregation of land that could divided between them. The palestine who lose their home, march towards abdullah palace fiercely yelling for the king to give back their land. But they both are at losing sides, while the jews with newly declared as independent state has grow firm ss nations with strong military might.

 The feeling was devestating for the arab palestine, the house that they built, which they had flee from, now occupied by other jewish families. The belongings , are still intact in the house, now owned by the people the never known before. Just like that. Bfore planning to move the jews to new land, their leader realised that they hv to work together with arab, mutually coexisted , give and take with good spirit. But that would impossible to occur. The wrath of arabs ignited and incured, and they would never agree on the term of letting their land to foreign añd their long enemy.

 The situation was turn expected. Both palestine jews waging endless war with each other. Series of killing fm both party take place everyday, both innocent civilian suffering the atrocity. It seems no hope to get back situation in order.War, blood become their daily events and this had past from generation to another.

The enmity grows down rooted. The palestine at early stage never able to stop the influx of jews because they themself under british colonial. Before that , palestine was under ottoman khalifate, but they defeated during world war 1 and british took over the holy land. As strong member of united nation, they made legal state for jews in balfour agreement. British no long can handle the overcrowded of jews in europe of that time and channeling the jews to land of palestine was only hope. And the british knew, for jews it was golden oppurtunity to be back to their promised land.

 As tension escalate between both israelis and palestine , war bcome imminient. Palestine nationlism spirits was blown under , egypt gamal abdul nasser who envision to liberate the whole arabian under one united. While jordan play 50-50 games bcoz being warned by the isreal not to initiate any moves or they will be ill fated. Egypt was backed by the their brotherhood country iraq , and syria, and the fate of palestine that moment lies in the hand of nasser. After jews went further threathen syria, nasser went when infuriated, as start blokade to tiran cannel which become the isreal line of supply..As few months both agitation was still undercontrol and intelligents found that nasser not intend to inflict full scale war against jews. Israel was confident that they were backed by us and other eroupians went for the first strike. Tha battle haa now begin and the prediction was true, the 6 day war took place and the campaign went on their side, a great distress and humilitian to the palenstine and other arab league.

The faction adopt guerilla or assymetric warfare, hijacking civilian aircraft for political priosiner- refugee exchange. Its also to voicehailer their existent in the world attention. Another way to put their struggle in to spotlight, and suprisingly attracted other europe faction to join force and fight for israel liberalism.this among include the freedom fighter of che guera.

persoalan

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on inequalities and other issues

Issue on inequalities involves mainly on incomes gaps and education oppurtunities. This subsequently compelled govt to provide subsidy to accomodate the basic needs.

Most educated young generations come from well to do family.In research conducted, there were correlations between parental income and academic success. Based on the research, child that parents have higher income tend to be more successful compare to child from lower income family.
The high income parents capable of providing extra educations like enroll their childrens to tuition classes , hire private tutor and afford  sent them to good schools.

For that reasons , places for SBP and MRSM should be given to child from low income families. Instead what currently practice, about 80% of students entitled for SBP and MRSM came from high income families. Placement of MRSM and SBP should be given to low income families although they don't get straight A in UPSR and PT3.

As alarming statistic recorded by Research by Khazanah Research Institute, income gap between T20 and B40 in Malaysia already  reach almost RM 8K.

On another issues, they was a clash between policy maker and academician in nation building. Research by academicians often become trivial or only  for learning purpose or forum. This is true when looking at the gap of academician and policy maker .It less became accepted into policy which mainly endorsed by politician or law maker.  Most of politician came from higher strata demography  and less emphaty on what happen around them. Most of them are elitist and this create low tendency for them to really monitor to the groud of slump citizens. Reliable and effective policy came from the heedness of the voice of struggling people in economy so in will not turned to be half baked policies.

This issue boils up to the importance of giving oppurtunity for new generations to showcase their leadership capabilities. They have to prepare themself from now on to really look deep on low income, from suburb to remote rural populations and see their shortcomings first handedly.

Eventually these low income people must be subsidized  with schemes like t BRIM or small planter incentives etc. For higher income, BRIM of RM1200 might be nothing but for them it's a lot for daily neccesities. For instance, the rubber tappers only earned around RM 400-500 a month if not in drought seasons. Just imagine how worth the subsidies that support  them.

soldiering on..

We live in a world  by feeling of one family, and no color differs us. We roam  the jungle, covering each other from hidden enemy, survival is about believing and interdepent. There is no one important or above another. Missions are our pedastal  and the aim always highly maintained. To get it done or we prefer to die without achieving it. There is not self importance in our dictionary of struggle, morever clinging to show who is powerful, lead and loyal our preamble creed that long embedded . We dont mind to spill the blood until the last drop, we rather end our life in defending the beloved country. 

We dont owning any luxury of wealth, when retired, we still can smiles doing good to small land to rip fruits and live on. We dont ask for public eye to broadcast our story, just let our medal kept in our heart that we once give our self to this beloved land. Let it shines and tell that we were soldiers. Once.

30 dis ,seremban, eve of 63rd independant day of beloved country.

rezeki kesihatan

Rezeki kesihatan manusia berbeza  , dan setiap manusia mempunyai simpang siur perjalanan rezeki  yang berbeza.  Ada yang melalui dengan kesuntukan kewangan, ada yg melalui perit pedih sakit itu sendiri. Ape yang dituntut bagi apa jua keadaan adalah sama iaitu kesabaran dan tetap bertahan dalam usaha untuk memperbaiki keadaan yang dialami. 

Daripada pengalaman jatuh bangun berjuang melawan penyakit, kita peroleh pengalaman ilmu yang tak ternilai untuk mengenal cara yg terbaik utk menghadapinya.  Dan pada masa yang sama, keadaan sedemikian memaksa kita untuk mencari ilmu dan pengetahuan yang setepat mungkin berkenaan penyakit yang dialami. Kita akan berkembang dewasa dan mula memahami akan kenyataan yang kita hadapi dan mencapai makna yang lebih besar dalam perjuangan ini.  Ini kerana sya amat percaya, ape pun perjalanan harus diteruskan kerana adakala apa yang ditemui lebih berharga daripada apa yang dicari.

Setiap pesakit akan melakukan apa sahaja untuk mengembalikan kesihatan baik yang dahulu , memikirkan seribu satu cara untuk bagaimana untuk kembali sihat hidup seperti biasa.

Terdapat keadaan yang sya kira sebagai satu ilmu dan pengalaman yang amat berharga. Ketika mengetahui bahawa penyakit ini hampir ke tahap akhir, sya melakukan pelbagai cara secara agak terdesak. Berbelanja berpuluh ribu, merebut setiap peluang alternatif yang ada. Sya akui emosi yang anxiety akan membuak mengimpikan sebuah harapan yang lebih cerah. Lebih mengigaukan keadaan adalah apabila semakin kuat mencuba keadaan menjadi semakin merosot dan buruk. Pelbagai variasi emosi yang penuh depresi dihadapi hinggakan kita meletakkan penyerahan kepada satu kuasa yang kita selama ini abai untuk menyakini iaitu Tuhan. Bila kita mula meletakkan kepercayaan bahawa Dia yang mempunyai kuasa atas segala sesautu, tanpa mengabaikan daya usaha yang ada pada manusia, segala akan mengubah tujuan perjuangan kita. 

Meletakan kebergantungan yang tuntas adalah ketenangan yang dicari oleh setiap manusia dalam menghadapi pancaroba kehidupan. Terus terang dikatakan bahawa dulu kesembuhan menjadi sasaran utama, namun kini apa yg lebih difokuskan adalah mengisi masa baki dengan lebih bermanfaat dan bermakna.

 Kesihatan dan rezekinya memberi impak luas dalam perjalanan hidup manusia. Rata-rata banyak asbab memperjuang kesihatan yang normal kesan daripada dilanda penyakit yang kronik menerbitkan satu pengertian yang lebih bermakna. Ini lah peringatan yang tidak putus-putus ingin disampaikan Tuhan kepada manusia bahawasanya kehidupan manusia itu sementara. Kemerosotan kesihatan menyentakkan lantas menyedarkan manusia akan keterbatasan daya usaha manusia utk tentu  menentukan nasib dan qada nya sendiri dengan pasti. Tiada kemampuan daripada diri manusia itu sendiri melainkan terus memohon dari Tuhan dan meletakkan kebergantungan yang total dari pencipta. 

Kesihatan adalah rezeki yang besar , utk kita melangsaikan peran selagi rezeki itu masih diberikan. Adakalanya di dalam perjalanan rezeki itu terbantut , dan sekian lama kita menangung kekurangan dalam hidup yang penuh keresahan. Dan tiba tatkala rezeki di kembalikan , walau bukan sesempurna dulu, percaya dan gunakanlah sebaik nya untuk memula menyemaikan benih kebaikan di dalam diri . Ini agar hasil tuainya dapat ditampi di akhirat kelak.

Regain Your Focus

 

In everyday hustles, we often get distracted with many things. It impaired us from getting real attention and focus in performing important matters.  You can learn  a set of skill that can improve your focus to gain ndivided attention. Here are few steps or guides that could assist you to  regain your focus in yielding better productivity.

 

Step 1: Revert to your spiritual routine. Whenever you are distracted, it’s because your mind had been pulled to many directions. The mind easily lured to something else that is not trivial. The best way to put back you on right track and direction is to maintain the regular prayer schedules.  It acts as anchor that can reignite your focus.  Whenever you praying to God,  the contemplation in the prayer rejuvenate your focus.

 

Steps  : Perform A Brain Dump. This technic is very practical and what you need is a pen and paper. You scribble or dump everything in your mind into the piece of paper. This process in the end will clear your mind and you start to see things more vividly from the piece of paper. Subsequently your are position to make good decision.

 

Step 3 : Get it Prioritize. From your brain dump list, choose three very important task  and kick start from there. There was concept coined by Brian Tracey known as ‘Eat the Frog. He suggested that if the most difficult task was performed first, the later or rest wont be as difficult.

 

Step 4 : Set your focus session. When you starting to perform the task, decide the time frame that you will allow to give full attention. Let say you will give 90 minutes and during the period no other matter are allowed to intervene your effort.

 

Steps 5 : Always Remember the focus equation. Remember that practice make perfect. This exercises got  to make as  routine. Along the way always bare in your mind about the focus equation  ( Disconnect + simplify = Focus ).

wahai malam

Wahai malam, kisahkan lgi tentang harapan dan bahagia. Ceritakan lagi hikayat tentang bangunnya sebuah jatuh, riwayat insan mulia, bersendirian dua gua dalam resah kelam jiwa.

Wahai malam izinkan bertanya lgi , mengapa harus bahagia dinodai dosa. Mampukah manusia cari damai dicelah jiwa yang hampa di saat pelita kehilangan nyala di hembus kencang angin malam.

Wahai malam, yakini aku kembali, bahawa derita itu pasti, harga yang perlu diniaga untuk senaskah  jiwa yang bahagia.

Seremban, ogos 20