I always find ways and best solution to everyday distress and demoralised.We are entrusted with big task and responsibilty each day. Every morning the fatique and fear to face the the day become my daily breakfirst.
My conclusion is probably we unable to foresee our day vividly. Goal and objectives seems to be obscure. The destination which undecided made the route to choose never solved.
So I need to start new and fresh each day. Woke up early and pray to God that I'm very gratefull for still giving me chance to live. I will promise to Him to do utmost for the day without transgress His forbid and do what He asked. I need to remind myself every each about true purpose of life and always begin the end in mind. Yes, this is my true strenght and motivation. Insyallah.
Friday, September 30, 2011
Friday, September 2, 2011
Going Back to You, God.
In tranquillity of moment
in the quite of alone
seek only Your forgiveness.
Just like the rolling waves
throughout day and night
only wish for the calmness within
from the Most Merciful.
This mountain of sins
keep on written in my day
mistakes and wrongs
which now i repented.
I'm not the one for Your paradise
but I beg not to stumble to Your infernal
I surrender myself again
prostrate in my most humble
Going back to You ,Almighty.
Trying to be always faithfull
obiedient in every Your demand
and utmost in abide Your forbids.
This is my Love
the Love to You, God.
syawal 2011.
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Al- Fatihah
Saya merujuk berita 'Maut dilanggar bapa undur MPV' Berita Harian 30 Julai 2011. Kisah sayu ini amat menyayat hati dan saya menyedekah Al- Fatihah kepada Nuramni Athirah .Bagi bapa dan keluarga Che Fauzi agar terus bersabar, memohon kekuatan iman dan petunjuk daripada yang Maha Berkuasa. ' Tuhan melembutkan hati kita dengan kurnian cahaya mata, dan Tuhan menyucikan hati dengan mengambil kembali anugerah itu.' Amin.
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Bertanya Tentang Tuhan
Assalamualaikum Ust.
Saya Shamyl, pasti Ust tak kenal saya. Saya antara pembaca buku penulisan Ust , 'Bertanya Tentang Tuhan'. Saya amat tertarik pada judulnya lantas tanpa berfikir panjang terus membeli. Pengalaman membaca dan 'mengembara' bersama Ust amatlah berkesan sekali dan saya merasakan ia sebuah buku yang cukup baik dan mudah difahami . Ia menjawap banyak soalan dari dalam diri saya, banyak membuka hati dan minda saya dalam menelusuri hidup kini yang kian lupa berbicara tentang Tuhan.
Hidup yang pancaroba kini , amat sukar untuk merasakan diri sebagai seorang hamba. Apatahlah lagi untuk tekun mematuhi ajaran Nya yang benar ini. Mungkin perjanjian roh dengan Tuhan sautu ketika dulu merupakan episod penting yang telah lama dilupakan dan tidak layak dibincangkan bersama ketinggian intelektual masa kini. Seperti yang Ust ceritakan , perjanjian yang dilupakan, walaupun telah dipesan oleh komander, dan bila terjun ke hutan itu , ramai mereka terpesona dengannya hingga ada yang tersangkut duri dan ada yang berpaling tadah.
Mungkin saya lupa selama ini bahawa Tuhan itu dekat,Sebaliknya saya sendiri yang selama ini menjauhkan diri dari Nya oleh sebab kejahilan .Bila mengetahui dan diterang oleh Ust bahawasanya Tuhan itu dekat, ia adalah berita gembira pada saya dan memberi beri semangat pada orang seperti saya yang masih terkial-kial untuk mengenal dan mencari Tuhan.
Saya bersyukur kerana diberi peluang membaca buku 'Bertanya tentang Tuhan'. Saya berterima kasih kerana Ust kerana bersama saya sepanjang perjalanan itu, Kini saya merasakan panggilan saya semakin disahut dan dijawap oleh Tuhan dan menyedarkan saya perlu banyak bertanya dan mencari lagi.
Mungkin kita boleh berjumpa dan berbicara panjang lagi . Banyak soalan yang terus bermain di fikiran saya
yang masih mahu Bertanya Tentang Tuhan.
Wasalam.
25 Jul 11, Seremban.
Saya Shamyl, pasti Ust tak kenal saya. Saya antara pembaca buku penulisan Ust , 'Bertanya Tentang Tuhan'. Saya amat tertarik pada judulnya lantas tanpa berfikir panjang terus membeli. Pengalaman membaca dan 'mengembara' bersama Ust amatlah berkesan sekali dan saya merasakan ia sebuah buku yang cukup baik dan mudah difahami . Ia menjawap banyak soalan dari dalam diri saya, banyak membuka hati dan minda saya dalam menelusuri hidup kini yang kian lupa berbicara tentang Tuhan.
Hidup yang pancaroba kini , amat sukar untuk merasakan diri sebagai seorang hamba. Apatahlah lagi untuk tekun mematuhi ajaran Nya yang benar ini. Mungkin perjanjian roh dengan Tuhan sautu ketika dulu merupakan episod penting yang telah lama dilupakan dan tidak layak dibincangkan bersama ketinggian intelektual masa kini. Seperti yang Ust ceritakan , perjanjian yang dilupakan, walaupun telah dipesan oleh komander, dan bila terjun ke hutan itu , ramai mereka terpesona dengannya hingga ada yang tersangkut duri dan ada yang berpaling tadah.
Mungkin saya lupa selama ini bahawa Tuhan itu dekat,Sebaliknya saya sendiri yang selama ini menjauhkan diri dari Nya oleh sebab kejahilan .Bila mengetahui dan diterang oleh Ust bahawasanya Tuhan itu dekat, ia adalah berita gembira pada saya dan memberi beri semangat pada orang seperti saya yang masih terkial-kial untuk mengenal dan mencari Tuhan.
Saya bersyukur kerana diberi peluang membaca buku 'Bertanya tentang Tuhan'. Saya berterima kasih kerana Ust kerana bersama saya sepanjang perjalanan itu, Kini saya merasakan panggilan saya semakin disahut dan dijawap oleh Tuhan dan menyedarkan saya perlu banyak bertanya dan mencari lagi.
Mungkin kita boleh berjumpa dan berbicara panjang lagi . Banyak soalan yang terus bermain di fikiran saya
yang masih mahu Bertanya Tentang Tuhan.
Wasalam.
25 Jul 11, Seremban.
Obesity and Habit
I like to share some thots on this heating issue. I been up and down in fighting to reduce my weight . As personnel that work with Defence Ministry , the weight control is alarmingly eminent. It really a determining factor to excel in my career path. This was the carrot and stick or the motivation which I subordinate all this while. I need to maintain my Body Mass Index ( BMI ) not to exceed more than 26.9 . But this grievous weight control struggle always ended up myself in dismay. I failed to continuously maintain the index due to my great habit of food lover.
Today food temptations are unresistable, we being served 24 hour daily , fast feeding food, Mamak stalls with the mini cinema which invite customer to join together and having one Malaysia delicacies all day long. This external factor very contagiously attract new kind of eating habit. Unlimited consume of food at uncertain time contribute greatly to obesity.
But why even I manage reduce my weight below 26.9 BMI , for certain purpose especially when to attend courses or on promotion board, but still I unable to maintain that weight for longer time ? This is something associate to habit . I have developed bad pattern of eating which then become my bad habit. Habit is something we do continuously and it is an auto – pilot kind of act. This means if we have the good habit of eating and life style , this issue won’t arise. This is critical challenge, to create and change the habit of eating and lifestyle. That all it takes.
But habit not built over night. It takes gradual time which involve knowledge , desire and skills to evolve. When this awareness and consciousness is inseparable to someone, it would naturally indicate when you need to buckling down to control your weight and lifestyle. The habit must be nurture at very young ages, so the adolescent aware this important habit at any level of age.
Excess food that not burnt will become saturated fats. This means the food that we consume doesn’t equal to the activity that we do. I always remind myself if I want enjoy more of my favorite temptations, subsequently I need to counter them by any activity which with the food consumed. Some food for thought.
Today food temptations are unresistable, we being served 24 hour daily , fast feeding food, Mamak stalls with the mini cinema which invite customer to join together and having one Malaysia delicacies all day long. This external factor very contagiously attract new kind of eating habit. Unlimited consume of food at uncertain time contribute greatly to obesity.
But why even I manage reduce my weight below 26.9 BMI , for certain purpose especially when to attend courses or on promotion board, but still I unable to maintain that weight for longer time ? This is something associate to habit . I have developed bad pattern of eating which then become my bad habit. Habit is something we do continuously and it is an auto – pilot kind of act. This means if we have the good habit of eating and life style , this issue won’t arise. This is critical challenge, to create and change the habit of eating and lifestyle. That all it takes.
But habit not built over night. It takes gradual time which involve knowledge , desire and skills to evolve. When this awareness and consciousness is inseparable to someone, it would naturally indicate when you need to buckling down to control your weight and lifestyle. The habit must be nurture at very young ages, so the adolescent aware this important habit at any level of age.
Excess food that not burnt will become saturated fats. This means the food that we consume doesn’t equal to the activity that we do. I always remind myself if I want enjoy more of my favorite temptations, subsequently I need to counter them by any activity which with the food consumed. Some food for thought.
Sunday, July 3, 2011
Of Purpose, Reason and Endstate.
Whenever we lost or get puzzled, or ended up in confusing maze, the best thing to do is to go back where we started. In life , we always assumed to 'know' everything, assume we are aware and conscious of every our decisions and actions. If we do , great , you are on the right track.
I'm here not trying to educate anyone, just to rewind or maybe refresh back where we started, looking at the fundalmental or basic things in our life. Every event that occur or things we do always lies the intention , motives and reasons. All this is to contribute to the goal we stated, which is the endstate of what we want to achieve or things we want to see happen. This is commonsense. Probably people will laugh if i'm trying to make a class on this topic. Those are succesfull realised this and they become very effective people.
In our daily life, we set goals , wheter conscious and unconscious. There must be reason behind our doing or act which sometimes we doesnt clear with . In order to be control of ourself,we should have clear understanding about this fundalmental. And to be highly effective person, we need to start with clear understanding of our destination ( endstate), it means to to know where we are going ,better understanding where we are now and so that the steps that we take always in the right direction.
It always crucial to decide destination or intent we want to achieve. This is no nonsense or recreational task. Probably may I suggest a initial question to ask ourself, 'What I want in this life ?' This is a great start ! The greatness of your goal the greater your action will be and greatest person you become.
So decide now.
I'm here not trying to educate anyone, just to rewind or maybe refresh back where we started, looking at the fundalmental or basic things in our life. Every event that occur or things we do always lies the intention , motives and reasons. All this is to contribute to the goal we stated, which is the endstate of what we want to achieve or things we want to see happen. This is commonsense. Probably people will laugh if i'm trying to make a class on this topic. Those are succesfull realised this and they become very effective people.
In our daily life, we set goals , wheter conscious and unconscious. There must be reason behind our doing or act which sometimes we doesnt clear with . In order to be control of ourself,we should have clear understanding about this fundalmental. And to be highly effective person, we need to start with clear understanding of our destination ( endstate), it means to to know where we are going ,better understanding where we are now and so that the steps that we take always in the right direction.
It always crucial to decide destination or intent we want to achieve. This is no nonsense or recreational task. Probably may I suggest a initial question to ask ourself, 'What I want in this life ?' This is a great start ! The greatness of your goal the greater your action will be and greatest person you become.
So decide now.
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Doa Kosmopolitan
Silapnya diriku
mencari pengertian di tengah kosmopolitan.
Nikmat yang dijanji bukan yang dimaksudkan.
Sisa selingkuh masih mendamba
menjamu hidangan nikmat
meski cuba giat bersihkan noda
di sepenjuru halaman
yang daun keringnya
masih terus rontok.
Berlima waktu sehari semalam
berusaha juga membersih
ranting kering
kian lama merimbun laman.
Ditingkat bangunan tinggi lampai
kulihat segala kecil kerdil
sebegitu halus lemah Engkau melihatku.
Aku mahu terus bertekad tapi enggan berjanji.
Fana hidup gigit dan himpit segenap lorong sempit
meski daif kusam laluan ini
sentiasa mengharap jalan lurusMu.
Benar benar harap agar temui jalan utama
setelah sesat berlapis-lapis lorong meragukan.
Neon semalam kerdipnya masih
bukan lilin cahaya yang panasnya suci
yang sentiasa aku harapkan.
Tidak lagi ku tebar tikar sejadah kota
tapi mahu lebih berusaha membina bahtera.
Jika ditakdirkan kota kembali banjir
tidak mahu lagi lemas telan asin laut
aku masih cepat berusha
walau senja sudah lama tiba.
Banyak telah dipelajari
tentang dengung sebuah kota
sudah letih lakoni watak pendusta
kononnya semua bahagia
tetapi malam masih saja
mengeluh sengsara.
Jika kali ini aku terpacul lagi
untuk bangkit langkah sekian kali
dengan tampak segak di muka pintu
bagi kembali melangkah,
beri peluang kujadi hamba yang dulu
yang diberi tunjuk jalan lurusnya
yang diberi tangan tolongnya
seperti orang yang dihulur nikmatnya
bukan orang yang dimurkainya dan
di jalan sesatnya.
Suluhi ku jalan terang
meski neon kota selalunya benderang
membawaku ke jalan banyak simpang.
Dan jika ditakdirkan lagi
aku menemui jalan berduri
bantuilah hambaMu ini membuat keputusan
waras berfikir memilih kebenaran
tanpa lagi sebarang alasan.
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