Future Front Liner

The future of a country lies at their young generations , an inherent fact . The aspirations and visions that laced by our top brass undoubtedly outstanding, thoroughly and meticulously architectured . The question that may worry was wheter the visions has entirely shares and akinly frequensized by these younger generations.

National service is an applaudable effort coined by the government . In other sense it address the seriousness of the current leadership over the new generations. What will be the picture of the country once the baton is pass to this youngster , will they succeed and able to maintain our developing progress. Or we will moving at backward pace. The 3 months program of National service is just a starter. Instilling the sense of belonging and love for the country is lifelong dedication. It has to work continuously and the duration 3 months shouldn’t end once then finish the closing parade. The spirit and all the nationalism that being imparted need to be poured and seen once they rejoin the everyday life.

I’m consider among who inherited independent , developing , peace and harmony country. We are birth by witnessing all the tall buildings, modern technologies , pleasures of life by wide spreading entertainments. The culture of hedonistic are become the top priority which undermined our vision’s main effort and focus . By going back to our historical moments, delved into the trying and challenge chapters in our history are little way to aroused these youngster to understand how we are here now and the important of maintain our independent.

The country survivability is at eminent stake. It’s the time we need to instill some distinctive characteristic in them . In spite of they asking what things can be provided to them , timely they should ask themselves what they can contribute to this beloved country.

engkaukah

Ku tatang dirimu bagai sang pencinta
Seraut tubuh mu panas dalam dakapku.
Dan tidak ku hiraukan apa
lirikan matamu hanya bahagia.

Adakala keras langkahku
melayukan bunga-bunga ditamanmu
Dan seakan tidak ada lagi maaf
Di syurga tak siapa yang tahu
Apakah yang telah kita laku.

Engkaukah yang hadir bersama cinta itu
Yang menenangkan segenap hatiku
Yang menyinarkan seluruh hariku

Engkaukah senyuman itu
Yang merindu seluruh diriku
Yang tetap ingin bersamaku

Engkaukah yang merasakan semua itu
yang dirimu itu milik ku
dan bagaimana pula dengan aku?

Masihkan ingin kau dakapku bagai sang pencinta
Susun rapi hatiku di dadamu
Meski dalam kurang kasih sayangmu
tetap bahagia dalam duka lara kita
dan bila fikiranmu dan fikiranku bersatu
Dalam satu dunia yang tidak sempurna
Hanya kita saja menari bersama .


Dan adakala aku tahu
sentiasa melagu resahmu
hingga jadi dirimu tidak tentu
Bagai mahu saja mati terkaku
Tapi terfikirkah jika tidak lagi bersamaku…

Oleh itu tenanglah sayangku
Biar saja kulayarkan bahtera
Sebelum kita tidak lagi bersama
untuk selama-lama.

Think Over Life

Some excerpt worth to ponder and re- ponder :

We pray probably took about 7 to 10 minutes per session . Accumulatedly all 5 times prayers are less than an hour. Vice versa , we work at office from 9 to 5 which spent us almost 7 hours. Just imagine if we consider devotion to HIM only by perform the prayers, meaningly we only give 1 hours to HIM, how about the remaining 23 hours? Whereas God obligate us to devote to Him 24 hours...

Diarist

Apr 8 2010,Town White Coffee, Seremban. My usual and casual menu, White Coffee and Egg Toast. Watch over group of chinesse frens,having conversations and get together over cup of coffee . Gals with tiny shorts and boyfrens ,lovingly holding hands. I at one corner enjoy myself with my MP3, my best selected songs.It really create the mood. I think hard over the life again. Recollect my strenght to move on,finding things in life that I can dedicated to, thus to live meaningfully. Deciding the priorities in life, among few salients I neglected for so long. I choose to be in career which adverse to my innerself . I look how people make life so simple : like know where to go, what to find, what to do and happy with it. Vice versa I still doubt about the road I choose, not sure where to stop, when to move and more severely , where to go.


Mybe this my bless destiny.I struggle to understand things while others just fathom by little glance.This dwarfness haunting now and then .So I decided that this fine evening coffee,I just throw aside all those things and thinkings. I just want to be calm and happy. Don't care and bother about anything , what I know is to enjoy my thick white coffee , my yummy eggy toast and my loyal MP3 ,over the scenary of cute chicks around. Yes this what I want. Only this.

Achievement

My steps to achieve anything in life :

1. Set your goal.
2. Duration or Interval time to achieve.
3. Decide your intermediate/implied task ( things want need to be done)
4. Analyze critical factors. Always keep in mind.
4. Monitor your progress time to time.
6. Remind and re-remind goal.

Good Luck with the recipe !

Meet Bond, Ruskin Bond

I have no idea whoabouts of this writer. It started when one day I bought stock clearence book sales at local bookshops only at RM 3 per copy. I picked 10 books by glance, accidently one of them is The Lamp is Lit by Ruskin Bond. Born in Kasauli , Himachal Pradesh in 1934, an India writer of English descend, he considered to be icon among Indian writer and children authors.

After read few pages, flips few leaves from his journal, I come to agree that this man write so simple, greatly. He wrote poem and story while enjoying the shade of cherry tree. He will lying on the grass and doing nothing but next second he gets up, brush ladybirds from the shirts and trousers to procced to his desk to write. He said "what I need is a paper" .

He survived of 40 years free-lancing only for being simple storyteller. He strived to give pleasure to both child and adult by not hiding his scars, but by showing that it can be beautiful in spite of them. His advice are purely his, " do what you know best, do it well. Act impeccably. Everthing will then fall into place".

This old chap inspired me alot to write. At the final chapter of his journal , his words still thick and sound , " and these are my parting words to you, dear reader : May you have wisdom to be simple, and humour to be happy..."

Some lines from Mr Bond :

When I was ten, I was lonely and read books.

At fifteen, I played football with other boys.

When I was twenty, I courted the girls.

At thirty, I thought time had passed so swiftly.

When I was forty, I concluded that I was failure.

But at fifty, as I was still alive and well, I knew I was a success.

At sixty, I played old music and fell in love again.

At seventy, I went in search of old friends.

Transgender, show your pride

I refer to issue and article on Transgender, NST 20 Dec 2009, they faced formidable life of being alienated by the society. I agreed, they need special care, deep discourses and any form of serious counseling sessions enabling them to lead a normal life. They experiencing internal crisis of gender, they fought with their feelings on to be true and honest about themselves. And at the end they lost the battle, they became hopeless and tormented of trying to be right person. Now they didn’t care anymore, what people may say about the life they choose.

Hard to find work, not accessible to any job interviews are most horrifying reality to them. They ended at selling their pride, the least they can do to earn living. This consider most cheapest career they delve in with luxurious gains .

The perception of society has become norm of transgender, they are synonymous to sleazy sex workers. More sad reality they seems enjoying and feel nothing violate about their wrongdoings. They are actually downgrading themselves. They choose to do something that put disrespect of others. If they among those successful business people in any realm surely this can be an eye opener to others. If they want to gain respect , they need to behave respectfully, uphold their pride and dignity. No matter they are transgender or even normal person , any commit of outlaws are not compromised.

This aspect we should rectified. We cant change them completely, turn them to be real man overnight. But by injection of dignity are starter for them to feel respected and accepted.