Kuala Lumpur : Tonight I Spent My Night With You

And again, after long time since I left u behind, I spent my night with you again.

And again, as usual you never fail to give for what I wanted.

KL, I thought want to prove to you how I changed alot, but your smiles had every story that still never erase from your diary.

I know, you knew how really I need to go on with this life. How the pain that still haunts , how the horrow still sings, I just want to show that I have change for good. Even whenever I run, the grief still follows behind.

KL, now I had life better. I dont care and give a damn how you will laugh about it. Just I dont know when will be my end. A thing for sure , I want say out loud , as long as I can feel the air and breath, I will never succumb, I will never tired to stand up again evertyime I fall.

I happy with all this pains. And I hope all the trials made me better and not become someone like you !

Procrastination

My last post was in September , and almost 2 months something stops me from write. I unsure what was it ,but i think it something to do with my inner occurence. I always dream to be a writer but i still on the quest of my consistency to write.It always that when my mood is condusive then i start writing, when bottle is emty then nothing seems to be producted.

But there was words from writer name of Diaz..who said ' in my view writer is writer because even there is ni hope, even when nothing you do shows any sign of promise, you keep writing anyway..'